Pictures below - pic #1- this exhausted girl fell asleep while waiting for someone to meet them. #2 - the baptism #3- a get together at the new chapel with her district
Hola familia!
What a week it has been... oh my goodness. Today is my 2 month anniversary- we had a small fiesta- and in this short time I have learned so many things! One of those simple things is just that some days are good and some days are hard. Sometimes you can´t stop smiling or laughing and other days every person you look at or anything someone says makes you cry. But all is well! ¨All these things shall give thee experience and shall be for thy good¨. Prayer is the so incredible. What a beautiful thing it is to be able to talk to our Father in Heaven! That is such a blessing. I would not be able to do anything without prayer but I love doing everything with it!
My heart has been broken and healed frequently throughout this week. I love my Savior and the power of His atonement is real in my life, my companion´s and with our investigators. As it says in Preach My Gospel, "as my understanding of the Atonement has increased my desire to share its power has grown significantly and also my ability to do such." At first it seemed hard to tell someone with no legs and no money for food that it´s all going to work out. It is hard to give someone in your ward shots and tell them that she will be healed when they dont have any money to travel or pay a doctor. It is so hard to tell someone whose husband is totally scary that their decision to baptize will be for their family´s good. But when we understand the Atonement, understand the role of the Savior in our lives, and begin living and applying the principles of the gospel- we realize that this is the ONLY way for any of those things to happen. The only way to endure hardships is with the perfect love and compasion of our perfect friend, Jesus Christ. The only way to be healed is in the tender, caring, patient hands of our Master. The only way to mend and strengthen relationships is with the aid of Him who is full of love and full of grace.
I am so grateful for the ways in which the Savior helped and healed us this week. We went to visit Sayra at the beginning of this week and everything fell apart. The day had already been hard enough with other stuff going on and then we got to her house all excited to finally teach and she was just down. She was not happy and told us that she wasn´t going to do it. I thought about what Mom said about how everyone experiences a trial of their faith before baptism.... Her husband had been rejecting members that were trying to visit her and strengthen her and invite her to family home evening. He told her she couldn´t do it and fulfill all the responsiblities and keep up with everything after baptism. He told her she didn´t have time for this and her family was suffering because of it. She was so discouraged and my heart was sinking with every word.
After quite awhile and many long stories about the terrible things her husband done in the past, my companion shared an experience with an abusive boyfriend she had had for 3 years and they related a lot on that. Then Sayra said ¨so you can see why this is so hard and why I can´t do it.¨ After a bit of silence and 800 million prayers, she turned to me and said ¨pues...¨ and I just looked her right in the eyeballs and with tears in mine said- ¨No. Sayra. You can do it. This is exactly what you need to do for yourself and for your family. It is the way for your marriage to be strengthened. It is how your family can be unified. It is how you will feel valued and worth something in the midst of all discouragment. Satan knows that this is the true church of Jesus Christ and thus he will do everything he can to distract you from it. Remember how you felt during church and during the Sacrament. Remember those stories in the scriptures and the witness you recieved of the Book of Mormon. Remember those songs you love at church and that we sing together every day in your home. These feelings are manifestations from the Spirit of the truth of these things. I promise that if you show your faith in Heavenly Father by being baptized the answers to all these other things will be made known unto you and with the Spirit you will know how to bless your family. I know that Jesus Christ lives. I know that this is His church and you do too.¨
She just looked at me and then at my comp. and said... well then let´s just keep going with these lessons and whatever happens happens. Oh my goodness. I have never said so many prayers of gratitude in my whole life. We started teaching and the Spirit was so strong! She was learning so quickly and it was beautiful. Her autistic son grabbed a full blown dead fish out of the fridge and swung it right in my face. hahahaha they didn´t even react in the slightest and I had to try so so so hard not to laugh so that the spirit could stay.
The next day we came to teach and her husband was there. I flipped out in my heart with fear but then quickly prayed that it would all work out. When we got to the door he was kind and let us in (I think my bloody knees softened his heart because I had recently fallen down a small mountain... ) he offered us this soup stuff and some brain and tongue on the side... oh my sickness - but I will do anything for these people. I love them so much.
Sayra´s baptism was beautiful. Her husband came and I hope his heart is softening. She doesn´t want us to start teaching him yet so we´re just praying for that cute family. She is so faithful! As she came up out of the water I just saw the guilt and burden of sin falling off her back with each drop of water. The Spirit testified to me that this is what is all about. Mmm... such precious moments.
Another one of our investigators pulled us over on the side of the road as he was coming past on his dirtbike... he is this huge dude and I love him. He asked why we had slid El Libro de Mormon and El Evangelio de Jesucristo pamphlet under his door when we knew he already had one. And we said we didn´t have any idea who had done that because it was not us. He then with tears in his eyes related this experience of the most sincere heartfelt prayer he had said the night before and many nights proceeding trying to figure out which church was true... then he woke up and that was slid under his door. No members live around there. We have no idea who did it (well some ministering angel but I don´t know which) and he said ¨this is my answer. I know it is true.¨ Ah! I love it. Now we are just working on the divorce papers... all the fun stuff.
The stars were gorgeous this week!!! We have little weekly ward gatherings and this week it was at a home that doesn´t have much but we sat under the stars, in a wide open field, with the tinest bit of light coming from a single bulb in the house. I had to give the thought and I was just filled with the Spirit the whole time. There is an incredible work going on on both sides of the veil. So many things going on up in those stars that we have yet to learn about.
I love Mosiah 3:19- For the anatural bman is an cenemy to God, and has been from the dfall of Adam, and will be, forever and ever, unless he eyields to the enticings of the fHoly Spirit, and gputteth off thehnatural man and becometh a isaint through the atonement of Christ the Lord, and becometh as a jchild,ksubmissive, meek, humble, patient, full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict upon him, even as a child doth submit to his father.
This gospel is amazing. It´s purpose truly is to make bad men good (or put off the natural man) and good men better (becometh a Saint). There is such power in the Book of Mormon and in the doctrines of the gospel. They apply to each of us in every stage of life and in every situation.
Me encanta la obra misional! Ah... mi corazon esta lleno con gozo y amor por mi Padra Celestial, por el Evangelio de Jesucristo, y por el pueblo de Guatemala. Yo se que Jesucristo vive. El es mi Salvador, mi Redentor, y mi Rey. Estoy muy agradecida por esta opportunidad para servir mi Salvador por un poco tiempo.
Los amo mucho!!! Praying for you always.The stars were gorgeous this week!!! We have little weekly ward gatherings and this week it was at a home that doesn´t have much but we sat under the stars, in a wide open field, with the tinest bit of light coming from a single bulb in the house. I had to give the thought and I was just filled with the Spirit the whole time. There is an incredible work going on on both sides of the veil. So many things going on up in those stars that we have yet to learn about.
I love Mosiah 3:19- For the anatural bman is an cenemy to God, and has been from the dfall of Adam, and will be, forever and ever, unless he eyields to the enticings of the fHoly Spirit, and gputteth off thehnatural man and becometh a isaint through the atonement of Christ the Lord, and becometh as a jchild,ksubmissive, meek, humble, patient, full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict upon him, even as a child doth submit to his father.
This gospel is amazing. It´s purpose truly is to make bad men good (or put off the natural man) and good men better (becometh a Saint). There is such power in the Book of Mormon and in the doctrines of the gospel. They apply to each of us in every stage of life and in every situation.
Me encanta la obra misional! Ah... mi corazon esta lleno con gozo y amor por mi Padra Celestial, por el Evangelio de Jesucristo, y por el pueblo de Guatemala. Yo se que Jesucristo vive. El es mi Salvador, mi Redentor, y mi Rey. Estoy muy agradecida por esta opportunidad para servir mi Salvador por un poco tiempo.






